From Varkala to Trivandrum on the train, swimming across the road to the bus in what would later prove to herald a week of rain and arriving four hours later across the Tamil border in Tirunelveli, to be met by a breathless and bright-eyed Immanuel asking, “Excuse me! Are you Kathy’s friend?”
With two friends of Kathy’s daughter who had already been there for a couple of days, we went first to meet Dr Chelliah, founder and overseer of SCHT Boys’ Home, one of two projects supported by The Neem Tree Trust, before heading to the home itself. There are currently 80 boys living there, ranging in age from about six to 19 or thereabouts. Many of the older ones have polio-related disabilities, but as progress is made towards its eradication the home provides care for younger children with a range of needs: orphaned or semi-orphaned boys and those with physical (cerebral palsy, club feet) or learning disabilities whose families don’t have the resources, the time, or the support to raise children with such complex needs and uncertain futures. While at the home, the boys go to school and some of them undertake additional voctional training – in tailoring, or computers for example.
The home comprises a large plot of rural land and aside from the central living quarters it includes a gymnasium, a small dairy, a vegetable garden, a miniature dhobi ghat for laundry, a pets corner, study rooms and workshops, a music room, a playground and a very healthy amount of space in which the kids are left to roam with a freedom few Western kids grow up knowing these days. It’s basic, all of it – the kids sleep on mats on the floor, have few clothes and very little “stuff”. Many of the rooms are gloomy and as with childrens’ homes the world over, SCHT suffers from the perennial problem of too few staff to allow for the degree of individual emotional nurture that all kids deserve.
The ethic of the project, though, as pasionately explained by Dr Chelliah, is to ensure that the boys achieve independence – “that they are able to stand on their own two feet”. There are those for whom this is an obviously inappropriate metaphor, but there are also those for whom it assumes an additional potency, when corrective surgery, or the fitting of calipers allows boys a previously unknown, and unexpected, mobility.
The “poor/deprived/unfortunate/underprivileged but happy” affirmation can be a dangerous cliche when bandied around too liberally by Westerners in reference to developing countries. Too often it thinly disguises a desire to justify the status quo, the global inequality that privileges the few over the many. It’s a comfort for us to say how admirable and inspiring we find such attitudes and how much we can learn from “those people”, albeit not quite enough to make a change in the lifestyle we enjoy and which perpetuates the very inequality we claim to find repellent. But when it comes to kids, whose life experience is untainted by any notion of comparison, it’s a cliche that is really hard to avoid. Joyous, joyous smiles and laughter and fun. So much intelligence and so much wit that shines through the eyes, easily transcending the language barrier.
The vocabulary of smiles becomes so much more intricate in the absence of words. A grinning face from amongst the leaves as a new friend scaled a palm tree, chucking down coconuts just so we could drink the water (and all my colonial complexes come surging forth); the knowing glint in the eye of little Mouse as he comes barrelling across the concrete on two club feet, muscling his way to the front of every photo; the giggles of the five wardens as we sat with them in the evening, fully aware of the stir we three young white women were creating, watching them teasing each other for our benefit and making the most of the chance to have fun. And “Pulli” (“Tiger”, which I nicknamed him because it was the first Tamil word he taught me, and because it’s fun to say), who has little English and explained through Immanuel his frustration at not being able to communicate with me (although he hopefully understood when I suggested in reply that my slightly less then stellar Tamil might also have been part of the problem), but whose smile-shining eyes and statement as we said goodbye: “I very practise English” told me all I needed to know.
And the food was fabulous. It’s almost a given that homecooked South Indian food is going to be wonderful, but let not me become so complacent that I don’t deign to mention it. We went to the kitchen to say thank you – nantri – to Grandma the cook, one of only two women working at the home, but whose gender is negated by her age.
A happy time and lovely to feel that it wasn’t just a one-off photo opportunity, that I will get news of the boys through Kathy’s visits and I will hopefully return myself. I am invested now – I want to watch these children grow. I would love to spend time doing some art projects like in Thiruvalla, brightening up some of the rooms and giving the boys a chance to be creative. And how I would love to be there for Christmas!